The blood test was for more genetic testing, which my OB suggested. The hope is that everything comes back negative and it gives me a little bit more peace of mind for a future pregnancy and baby. The test will cover about one hundred diseases and deficiencies, but the main thing we will be looking at is the results regarding "Medium chain acyl-CoA Dehidrogenase Deficiency", or "MCAD). MCAD is
"a treatable inherited disease in which the body cannot turn certain fatty acids into energy due to a deficient enzyme. As a result, partially metabolized fatty acids can accumulate in body tissues, causing damage to the brain, liver, and other organs. If treated early and consistently, people with MCAD deficiency can live normal lives."(Source - Counsyl website - https://www.counsyl.com/services/family-prep-screen/diseases/medium-chain-acyl-coa-dehydrogenase-deficiency/)
Apparently, MCAD has been associated with SIDS. While the study is rather recent (~5 years), if I'm not a carrier, it could give me a little peace of mind as to not losing another child to SIDS. This study states that it's "possible" that undiagnosed MCAD could have caused SIDS. Hopefully the results come in this week or at the latest, early next week. Think good thoughts for the results to be negative. If they are positive, we'll have hubby tested and go from there.
Fears are interesting aren't they? I used to be afraid of needles. I can remember being in grade school on the days where we would get our immunizations. I hated it. Honestly, couldn't care less now when I need to be poked. Funny story from when I was in the hospital in 2012, forgive me if I forget which time. I want to say the first time in May? I had an IV, since I was NPO (nothing by mouth) due to the bowel obstruction. The IV gave me nutrients via saline solutions. The IV gave me pain meds and nausea meds. But I still had to be poked every morning for blood draws. This one day, they had to change my IV (it only stays in one area for 2-3 days before they have to change it as to not damage the vein). They undid my IV, and then something must have come up because at least an hour passed before they tried to get a new line in. One nurse tried. Another nurse tried. The head nurse tried. Then they called the big guns, the flight of life paramedic. She couldn't do it either. I say big guns, because the flight of life paramedics are supposed to be the best at putting in IVs, since they have to get them going in cases of life or death. They eventually had to get an ultrasound machine, to find a vein, to be able to get the IV done. I had a good laugh. I'm sure morphine helped, lol. Needless to say, I've never been poked more in my life and I'm not afraid of needles anymore. I don't really feel afraid of much anymore. Side effect from losing your baby? Highly probable. I could be afraid that the results of this test will show I'm the carrier of MCAD, or perhaps something worse. But what's the point? Life is going to throw at me, what it wants, and I will just have to find a way to deal. I've done it so far, haven't I? Is it fair that I've had to? No, but life isn't fair.
Perhaps, I'm a pincushion for needles, but everyone is a pincushion to something. We all have our troubles, our obstacles to overcome. We all have "our thing". They aren't all equal, but no one person is the same, so someone else's struggle might seem miniscule to me, but it can be like climbing Mount Everest to another. When we were younger, we were taught, "don't judge a book by it's cover". Everything isn't what it always appears to be. Be kind, you never know when you'll make someone's day. Someone might seem to be doing fine, but down under, they could be going through the toughest thing they've had to face.
